I recently called off a two-year relationship with my Ex Girlfriend.
I found out she was cheating on me with two other guys and decided to walk away.
But the thing is that I can’t stop thinking about her.
I can’t eat, work or do anything without memories of the times we shared together hanging over my eyelids.
I felt that the depression and pain that suffused me after I told her it was over was hinged on the fact that she was my first love – and would go away with time, but I was wrong.
I think of her now more than I ever remember doing.
I’m afraid the feelings heightens everyday.
And this is made worse by the fact that we’re colleagues.
We see each other everyday.
And concerns for her, I found out, still manage to hide behind my ribs.
I’m not thinking of going back to her.
It’s not an option.
That to me now, is like dining with my archenemies blindfolded.
I feel like I don’t know her .
I never knew her!
At least, I never knew she could tell heavy lies with our eyes locked.
I need help redeeming myself from her.
I want to see her for who she really is.
And I want to go back to the life I led before her.
I need help getting her out of my head.
Tell me how you survived breakups.
I want to read your comments.